Holes in the wall

I know you know the feeling of when you walk into a party/jam/club and you see pure familar faces and you dooon't really want to say hi because that was a back in the day peeps but you just say hi anyways just to get it over with. I'm at a point in my life where I am comfortable with myself and the company I keep so all those extras in the background don't really faze me anymore. Let me go further. I absofrickinglutely do not feel the need to hail you up when I see you in the club if you are a friend of a friend of a friend OF A FRIEND who I've maybe met once in my whole life. On a good day, just maybe I'll throw a smile or mouth a "hello" from where I am to acknowledge that familar face. But it KILLS me when the other said known face STARES REPEATEDLY in your direction awaiting a "catching of eyes" or a look in their direction long enough for them to attempt to say what's up. Like really? Just come up to me and say what's up and stop looking like a creeper - instead you give me the damn stare down. Ugh. So no I'm not being "a snob" I just really don't feel like saying what's up and having some small witty 5 minute banter with you. Or when you see that random - cuz that's really what they are random - and then they say "you got facebook, why dont you add me?" Is facebook God? Like really. Is that what you really want to do? You wanna fully roll up on my page and see my life and when we see each other in public we don't acknowledge each other - but you know my favourite movie, book and colours - OR WORSE you liked that top that I was wearing in one of the albums on my page. I don't want to be cyber friends with you. So don't ask me to add you to your damn facebook. I won't do it. LMAO.


Damn holes in the wall, they're everywhere.


-hidden surveillance